Trusting God With Complete Abandon

This is the main focus in my life right now. I have had three very hard years but at the same time I have had a beautiful spiritual awakening and that along has made the journey worth it. God is asking that I give him complete control and I want to do just that. I feel that I am close and when I reach complete surrender it feels wonderful. I fall back still from time to time and I know I will find where I need to be and be able to stay there eventually. I just keep trying!!!  This article touched me when I read it and explained it exactly the way i needed to hear this message so I wanted to share it with all of you and maybe it will touch you the way that it did me. After all we are all in this together and I want people to understand that they are not alone. There are people out there that so understand exactly how you feel because they are experiencing the same things that YOU are.

 

http://www.ourlittleplace.com/abandon.html

By: Jacki

 A while back, as I was awakening from a good night’s sleep and hadn’t fully “come to”, I had such a profound spiritual experience, that I wanted to share it. I had been pondering what it really means to surrender ourselves “with complete abandon” to God even in the difficult times. Suddenly, an “image” came to mind so clearly and vividly that I knew it was God who put it there! I don’t know about you, but I believe that God has a wonderful sense of humor!! This “image” was so funny, that I started laughing. Mind you, it was 8:00 a.m. and I was still in bed, but the more I thought about this image, the funnier it got and the more I laughed! My dogs looked at me like I’d lost my mind!

I thought of the analogy of the “potter” and the “clay” and how we’re supposed to let God be the potter and we are the clay so He can mold us and make us into what he intended us to be. Well, I imagined a lump of clay laying on a table and a sculptor standing over it, preparing to create something beautiful. Suddenly, the clay jumps up and starts shouting, “No! No! Don’t touch me! I don’t want you to work on me!”

The sculptor, surprised, starts trying to grab onto the clay, but the clay starts jumping around and dodging the sculptor so that the sculptor can’t get a hold of the clay! The sculptor starts feeling really frustrated and says, “Would you please hold still? I want to create something beautiful out of you! Don’t you realize that right now you’re just a lump of clay?”

The clay (still resisting) responds, “But I’m too scared! How do I know what you’ll turn me into? I don’t really like what I am now, but at least it’s familiar to me!”

The sculptor coaxes, “If you’ll just hold still long enough, I’ll show you what I can do for you! I’ve done this before – I’m an expert at it! I’m sure you’ll be pleased with my work.”

Timidly, the clay stops jumping around and says, “Okay. Go ahead. Anything is better than what I am now!”

The sculptor begins his work. The first thing he must do is pound the clay for a while to make it pliable so he can work with it. This is painful to the clay, but it is necessary. The clay immediately gets angry and says, “Wait a minute! You didn’t tell me it would hurt this much! I’m not so sure about this. How do I know I can trust you? How do I know you’re not just trying to hurt me?”

Calmly, the sculptor responds, “Be still and trust that I know what I’m doing.”

The clay settles back down and the sculptor continues his work. This goes on for quite a while. The sculptor must work out all the “kinks” and takes his time to make sure the clay becomes a beautiful creation. (Oh, by the way, the sculptor already has in mind what he wants the clay to look like as a finished product!)

Finally, all the work has paid off. The sculptor stands back and looks with pride on his creation. The clay, now a beautiful piece of work, is so happy with the results, that it wonders why it ever doubted. Why did it resist for so long?

 

 

So many times in my life I’ve wanted to surrender to God, but just when He started to “work” in my life, I rebeled and got scared and resisted. I filled my life with so much “busy”-ness that God couldn’t reach me! I ran around from this place to that, and avoided stillness at all costs!

Well, I finally was forced to slow down. Several years ago, I came down with a mysterious illness that was first diagnosed as “Chronic Fatigue Syndrome”. (We now know this was actually Multiple Chemical Sensitivity.) It was like having the flu, combined with dizziness and such total exhaustion that at times I couldn’t even hold up my Bible to read – I was too weak. Any activity I did (even showering or brushing my teeth) zapped me of several hours worth of energy. My life has been totally and dramatically altered.

It has taken me many years of having this illness and rebelling and kicking and screaming about it to finally reach the point of acceptance. Now I’m actually grateful for it, because it has forced me to be still and see what’s really important in life. I have finally been able to experience a deep, inner peace, that I know can only come from a personal relationship with God. I now know what it means to “Be still and know that I am God”. God had to take drastic measures with me to get me to this point! It has been painful and devastating at times, but it has been worth it!

Living with any chronic illness can really change one’s perspective on life. No one seemed to know how long this illness would last. Some people recover after 1-3 years, others still have it after 10 years. This was also frustrating to me for a long time. I wanted to know how long it would last! I wanted to be in charge! I couldn’t stand not being able to control this! But now, it gives me great peace and calmness to realize that God knows how long it will last.

After finding this acceptance about my illness, God led me to learn about the toxicity of chemicals in our environment and slowly but surely, He is healing me of this. I believe He is leading me to recovery in His own time table. It no longer matters to me what the future holds – I know that God is “re-creating” me into what He intended for me to be all along! And, like the clay in my story, I’m sure I’ll be happy with the results!

 

Have a blessed week

Love & Light

Karen

The Spirit Way

 

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About thespiritwaytoday

Even though I have been psychic my whole life, it's been the last 18 years that I have opened up to using my gifts. I am a psychic advisor, medium channel, and energy reader. It's my mission in life now to help as many people as I can. I know that the universe brought you here for a specific reason that may impact your life in a positive way.

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